I’ve waited forever for you to text me that and then you don’t answer my response… You suck!
I hate the terms things are ending on. Never wanted it to turn out to be like this but guess sometimes you just got accept it no matter how much it sucks. Wonder if anything was real.
One more thing.. You start crying when I say I hate you…Are you seriously trying to get me to feel sympathy FOR YOU after everything you put me through today?hahahaha continue crying… I DON’T CARE.
It’s so hard to control my temper and emotions on this dumb medicine. Literally blow up and go psycho crazy mad and then can be sobbing hysterically in an instant and then watch a ustream and be as happy as can be. Trying not to blame all my actions on these pills but this can’t be me..I’m not like this.. At least I don’t think so. Then again, I’ve never had multiple people hurt me this bad before…
Love when people lie to me and think I am completely falling for all these bullshit explanations. Bahaha you are so dumb for thinking I don’t realize all your alterior motives. DUMBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB
Do you not fucking get that you didn’t just damage the little ounce of self-confidence I had.. You flat out fucking destroyed it. I hate you and promise you I will NEVER let myself ever look at you the same way again. Fuck you, you piece of shit. Go doing something with your life instead of persistently ripping my heart into shreds. I can’t believe I have actually cried this much over you. I HATE YOUUUUUUUU HDHSHSJAKVDHSH
I guess the doctor wasn’t lying when she said the side effects consist of extreme mood swings… Just got to remember its the medicine and not me… I can do this. I know it’ll be worth it in the future :)
5 days until its gonna be 5 months that you’ve been gone and it still is painful and feels just plain weird going to bed without kissing you goodnight. I was right when I said in the beginning I would NEVER get over losing you.. :(. I’ve tried to accept it and celebrate the time i had with you but it doesn’t make up for how much I miss you. :((((
